Dad: Hello…

Me: Hey, Dad! Whatcha doin’ ?

Dad: Just talking to you on the phone.

Me: Seems like you were doing that the last time I called, too.


This was the way 90% of the phone calls I made to my dad began.  It was our ritual and it played out often because I called my dad a lot.

I guess we must have averaged four or five phone calls a week, most of which lasted a good half-hour.  Perhaps you are wondering why I called home so much. Well, it wasn’t because I had so much important information to share with my father. Really, my life as a stay-at-home mom to five kids and two fosters isn’t that exciting. It’s really only rather mundane sort of stuff that goes on around here. (Obviously, if you read my blog often, you realize this is why I call it Tales From the Laundry Room. My life truly does revolved around a bunch of dirty laundry and hungry kids.)

Really, I just called home because I wanted to keep in touch with my parents … to find out what was going on with them and to chat about things going on in my home.

Regardless of the fact that I rarely had important or exciting news to share, my dad always had time to stop and listen. In fact, he seemed quite interested in hearing me ramble on about how my two teen boys eat me out of house and home, the ins and outs of trying to make my youngest memorize her multiplication tables, or how some days I feel like a taxi driver as I run my horde of kids hither, there and yon.

Sometimes Dad gave me advice. Other times he just empathized. But each and every time I talked to my father, I felt heard, understood, and encouraged.

I never felt like a bother. I never felt like a distraction or disturbance. It actually seemed as if he had nothing better to do than listen to me. In my heart, I know my Daddy enjoyed talking to me as much as I enjoyed talking to him.

And I miss it. I miss the crazy way we started off those chats. I miss knowing someone had the time to sit and listen. I miss hearing his rich laugh when I related some funny kid story or his gentle wisdom when I told about a small trial I faced in parenting.

Today marked a week since his passing, and all day long I’ve been trying to write this blog post. Of course, managing the activities of seven kids has kept me far from my computer much of the day, but when I did sit down at several points to write, I didn’t even know how to begin to say all that I feel or have felt in the past week. Such as:

~I’m proud to have been Malcolm Terry’s daughter. I couldn’t have asked for a better father. I’m grateful for the knowledge that he lives on eternally with God and for the hope of heaven during times like this.

~I’m overwhelmed at the outpouring of love from people in my hometown. Harrisonburg is a wonderful small community with a giant heart. I’m glad it’s where my dad chose to raise his family.

~I’m sad because my dad isn’t here on earth anymore and I’ll never hear his voice or laugh again. My children, all of them, have lost the only grandfather who was actively involved in their lives … and because my grandfather still lives, I feel a very deep sorrow knowing that they have lost this precious relationship at such young ages.

~I feel a little lost because for the first time in my life I have only one parent. Recently, someone shared with me that a parent is a lot like a life-line. When death cuts the tether, we feel as if we are drifting aimlessly. And yet, God is our anchor. He is our rock. In Him, life is stable  and sure and safe … even when the winds around us howl and the waves pound against us.

Somewhere in the middle of thinking about all those phone calls I made to my father over the years, and how I knew my Dad really did love those as much as me and wanted me to call to check in as often as I could, it came to me.  You see, God’s like that too.

God loves it when I check in with Him often throughout the day, just to talk about the big or little or relatively mundane parts of my life. He loves to listen, and always has time for me. Even a world crisis doesn’t keep Him from bending His ear my direction, or offering comforting words or providing me with wisdom, insight and gentle direction. Spending time praying to God isn’t a waste of my time any more than my frequent phone calls to my dad were a waste of time. In fact, I’m better off the more time I spend connecting with God!

I’m finding comfort tonight in remembering that while I may not be able to talk to my earthly father again on this side of heaven, my Heavenly Father is still available at any time, day or night … and that’s more than I can say for my dad.

He wasn’t at all fond of phone calls after bedtime.


Seek the LORD and his strength, seek his face continually. ~1 Chronicles 16:11 

6 thoughts on “Phone Calls to Heaven

  1. While I met my earthly father a handful of times, I had a relationship with my mother which you describe… and I think that when she passed away the realization of not being able to talk or see her anymore felt so strange and saddening to me. Knowing that one day I will again see her though was so comforting. I pray that you feel that comfort in the days ahead, and memories of him gladden your heart…. Diane

  2. Beautiful tribute to your dad and your relationship with him. As you shared memories, I could feel your tenderness and it brought sweet thoughts of my own dad to my mind. I spent some time in Ps 121 this week … Yes, how precious that our Heavenly Father never sleeps. I’ll be praying for your deep comfort today.

  3. I’m Sorry about losing your Dad, Paige. My dad died almost 8 years ago and there are times I still catch myself wanting to call him. It’s wonderful that we have a constant line to our Heavenly Father that will never be taken from us. Bless you, my friend! 🙂

  4. I’m so sorry for your loss (losing a parent is one of those things I don’t even want to imagine), but I love the way you’ve provided an example of turning to the Lord during a difficult time. What a cool thought – that God is always happy to hear from us when we pray and “check in” with Him… and it’s absolutely true! Thanks for the reminder that I need to be sure and make my phone call today…

  5. I’m so sorry for your loss and glad you have a faith to comfort and turn toward. (((hugs)))

    Hard Times – Amy Grant
    I smile when I remember all the things we did. The worlds we discovered when I was a kid. Sitting on your shoulders, I was riding high. All of life before me, I could see for miles. You gave me a life to love. Showed me the dreams I was dreaming of. Told me love was enough.

    Lately I’ve been standing on my own two feet. There’s a pair of watchful eyes staring up at me. I will turn them towards the sunrise. Turn them toward the stars. Where the beauty of a new day will always fill the heart. Give you a life to love. Show you dreams you’re dreaming of. Just let love me enough. Making you measure what you’re made of. Helping you galvanize the love.

    Peace to you.

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